So, me and Ella had THE conversation on Saturday Night. She reckons that there is too much of an age gap for any relationship between us to work. In some ways she has a point. Although I want a girlfriend, I'm not exactly looking for marriage, kids etc just yet. I am, I suppose terrified of the big C word! Ella, being 36 is looking for marriage, kids etc and is something, however much I like her, that I am just not ready for yet. So we are friends and probably won't meet up as much. I think I want to dedicate more time to salsa, where there are plenty of girls present, more my own age. Ella and I just want different things. It's a shame, because we get on so well, and there's a definite attraction betwen us. I am more of a relationship person than just somebody wh has one night stands, and she is the same, so it is either a relationship or friends. Unfortunately it is the latter, but perhaps it is for the best.

Goodnight xx